I think the hardest part about raising these kids on my own is trying to have a caring nurturin spirit like a mom and a free fun adventourous spirit like a dad. There were so many times where Jason would take the kids outside to hang hammocks and ride bikes while I stayed inside and cooked dinner. There are days where Im not certain I can live up to the task. I want to play with them, show them the world but at the same time care for the world they are living in. God give me strength. I know I can never take Jasons place but help me to remember his spirit and share it with them. #truth #singlemom #life #adventure
Autumn shows us how beautiful it is to let things go ❤️🍁 . The past, who you were, the mistakes and the missteps...letting go is the most beautiful of actions to prepare us for the most beautiful beginnings. Happy Friday, friends! Here’s to a gorgeous weekend full of all things fall... #letgo #allthingsfall
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Having a tough #workingmom
day today. I miss my little ball energy and I am missing all the fall crafts I wish we were doing right now. Tough week we survived the baby having croup, then a strong #coparenting
game of we both got stomach flu from taking little man to the ER for his croup. In the end we all survived without the baby getting our stomach flu! I don’t recall when I took this #fbf
photo of this cheesey grin but I have looking at it all day for motivation to make it through this work day! Keep mamas! #boymom #singlemom #momblog
You can't pour from an empty cup. Take some time to check-in on yourself.
Weeks 14-15 ✨ . ALL. THE. PLANNING. By nature I’m such a planner! I’m the type who gets a high from making lists and crossing things off that list. So by week 14&15 I was finally feeling better, finally getting dressed again, and going about life. Which also meant that the panic of having NO PLAN finally set in. . ✨ I don’t think anyone ever plans for spontaneous twins (I mean it’s in the name right??) Let alone has a plan for how to navigate this experience alone. Within the first week of finding out I was pregnant, it was made very clear that I wasn’t going to have a partner in this experience. Which being my stubborn self was fine, I was better off without him. But by week 14, as the doctor bills started to roll in and questions like “Do you have someone to drive you to the hospital?” And “Who’s going to be in the delivery room with you?” I was in full blown panic mode. . ✨ After a lot of excel sheets, lists, and a super adult tantrum throwing between me and God, I finally gave in to the idea of moving to Austin to live with my parents. It would not only give me the financial relief I desperately needed, but also the physical love and support that only my parents could provide me. . ✨ This pregnancy has been crazy, beautiful, and thrown my whole world upside down. But they say in the end it’s all worth it, right?? 😉
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The last time I worked in this mall, I was 16 and pregnant. I sold little old ladies eye glasses back then. Now, I'm slanging bath and beauty product to them, among other things. This might be more fun. #teenmom #singlemom #slangingvibes
Not to get all crazy sensitive on you all but sometimes the littlest thing can happen and I catch myself going backwards not forward. One minute i'm here and the next thing I know i'm in my life two+ yrs ago. I'm back to questioning my strength and my self love. I question my entire life and who I was, who I am and who I'll be. How this all will change me, both good and bad. How me and my kids are going to forget the person he was and learn to be okay with the person he's become. After a minute I have to pull myself out of the past and back to the present. My children are strong and amazing human beings. They've shown me strength and love I never thought was possible. As mothers we have to hold it together for our children. We never want them to see the pain we go through, so we try and stay strong. I know there are so many times my babies knew I was falling apart and they were strong for me. They put on strong faces so I couldn't see the pain in their eyes and they gave me my space so I could close my door and fall apart. I've came so far from where I was at. There were and still are days that I don't want to get out of bed. Those days will probably never go away, but as long as i'm having far more good days than bad days I know i'm making progress. Some days are harder than others, for me and my kids, but we push through. Then we wake up in the morning and say TODAY'S A NEW DAY. I hate days like theses. They seem to drag on and on. I can't wait until tomorrow (or maybe the next day LOL). #family #mykids #love #mommabear #ihopeyoufindyourpeace #loveyourself #colombian #single #strong #singlemom #mykidscomefirst #reality #truth
I remember crying myself to sleep every night at the thought of becoming a single mother and having to raise my daughter alone. But as the days went by I started to realize that I could do it on my own and that my life wasn't over my life was just starting and the best thing about it was that even if I lost someone who I thought loved me they gave me the best gift of all 🎁 👶 I never thought I would be able to do this on my own but guys it's been about 2 months and I'm still here I'm still good. I've learned so much from my baby & thanks to her I am the woman I am today and I WILL continue to be strong for my daughter we deserve to be happy. Thank You God 💙 #ElleSophia #singlemom