Okay it’s me Arely. Bella doesn’t want to take care of my account lmao so I guess I’ll post when I get a chance. I haven’t done a life update/reflection post in a while so - there’s so many things going on in my life and not that many going on?? Like school is killing me. I work on schoolwork since I wake up til the second I fall asleep and I feel like I can’t breathe. My body is really starting to ache from all the lack of rest, and stress - hence why I took a step back. On top of that I barely talk to anyone like in person. It’s just so awkward talking to people lately. Like I just get anxious for some reason. I just want to hide in my room and not talk to anyone and idk why. It just makes me nervous to have to talk to people bc I feel like they get bored of me quickly. Which is probably true bc I’m not that interesting of a person. Talking to people on here was fun but like it just isn’t the same anymore. I try to help people on here but it’s weighing on me now. I feel like the need to solve everyone’s problems but I can’t do anything in most cases and it makes me feel worthless. I know I shouldn’t worry so much, but I do. I care about all of you. I really do. So I’m really sorry for being inactive lately. It’s just I’m not doing well physically or mentally. And yes maybe I need to admit I’m not okay instead of running away like always. I just want to cry. I feel like I’m not good enough. I’m not the prettiest. Not the smartest. Not the skinniest. Definitely not the most outgoing. And like the people I consider my best friends have been pretty distant lately so I have no one to talk to when something really great happens or someone to talk to about my day. Everything feels wrong and idek anymore. Uni keeps throwing assignments left and right so I have no time to stop and process things happening in my life. Anyways, don’t isolate yourself. Things get better. Always here for anything so don’t hesitate to reach out. I know I won’t be able to eradicate your problems but maybe talking about it can help. Sorry for ranting in a sense, I’ve just been holding some stuff in for a while and as I have said, I don’t really talk to anyone but yea. Hope you’re doing well.
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